i'm tired of feeling tired all the time. i'm tired of feeling like hiding anytime my phone rings, even when it is my close friends, because i'm wiped out and i'm afraid my last ounce of emotional energy will be drained away. i found out this evening that the construction job i had been hanging my hopes upon fell through. i have already put in my 2 week notice, and have no thoughts of changing my mind. i would rather be unemployed for a bit than continue to miss out on life. there is a light at the end of the tunnel, 7 work-days away.

xoxo